Celebrating whoever you are
free to love anyone you love
and making a big colorful
party out of it all.
Monthly Archives: May 2014
Call the Plumbers
It doesn’t pay much, but it is an honorable profession
Pleasure Me
“This morning the green fists of the peonies are getting ready to break my heart”
Mary Oliver
My horoscope says
life will conspire to
pleasure me more in
the next few weeks
All I have to do is
be experimental
and spontaneous
A Thousand Words
Watch a film, look at a painting,
impressions of someone’s real life.
Died at 43, leaving behind toddlers,
a father with 3 illegitimate children
he expected his wife to take care of.
Metanoia
The scenario is that to change old ideas and continue on
requires the breaking down of all the connections there.
I envisioned it a swift falling into a heap of ashes, to rise from.
Instead this long process of breaking away could take years
I do not want to waste in limbo. I need your wisdom on how
to sabotage completely, since I am way too sentimental.
Finding Serenity
It is not only an absence of desires
an after thought when survival is won
Isn’t it a respect for our place in this world
no better than any other creature and in
awe of the splendor of the vast openness
Unhappy Endings
Sociological study
Both men and women have less successful romantic relationships if they buy into some fairy tale
I only bring this up because after 20 years of marriage I divorced and began dating
The MAJORITY of men on computer dating sites, for example begin a conversation like this:
“I bet you have never had a man treat you the way I will. I will take care of you and make you feel special”
“That is not true. I don’t need anyone to make me feel special. I have had great love. How about you?”
……..then there is the scariest shit I have ever heard of “well, then she vandalized my car…the restraining order”
HOW IS THAT WORKING FOR YOU GUYS?
Glorious
Not above plagiarism, I hijacked the word and image from a feel good writer of New Age books I know.
It’s all about your attitude “they” say, so the experiment this morning is to look at only the beauty.
Brain Chemistry is tricky in that if the fuel it self defeat and discouragement it snow balls toward death,
Got a call to tutor a woman who had hit bottom and wants to be a nurse, I can tutor her in Chemistry
as a service work that I am dead sure about these days. The subject matter has to clear in the mind.
My Kind of Black Mood
Cawed that $37.00 was highway robbery for a copay for a well check.
Sat there eating blueberries when they wanted me to eat cake and icecream.
Then in the completely silent room with all looking so ridiculously somber
Hawwww Hawwww belly laughed at a sarcastic comment, peck your…..
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