A fine site

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Morning with a Med Head


Service rendered was a lift from a tire store

OMG I could hear the clink of pharmaceuticals

against her retina. Sentences had neither beginning

nor endings that completed a thought. The speedy

meds fast forward past the present conversation to her

judging what she is thinking. Confusion and chaos and

she is thinking she is brilliant and fast thinking. Short

circuits and hype. Ah the human condition is complex.


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Life and Truth


The boss said take this diabetic rat and inject him with PWM then find out

how the cells age in the presence of glucose in a Magnetic Resonance machine

I named my rat George and everyday I gave him an IM injection and talked and

stroked his face and fed him and made sure he was dry and warm and clean.   

Then one day a vial of cells were handed to me,what was left of George

the data was in from the NMR and the truth was we still all age.

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Collecting Data


Looking for different things in our lives

we find the friends we are seeking

laughter, hugs and a squeeze of the hand

moving your home, buying lunch, at a hospital.

Ego tells me no person gives me all that I want

at the end of each day I am grateful for all helping hands.


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Happy Futures


The kid was telling me about her favorite TV Show. I watched it over her shoulder a few times.

What the heck is it about anyway. Oh in the future no one has any emotions and they can teletransport.

Asking a Asperger’s person this questions seems ironic “What is the advantage of no one having emotions”

“It is more efficient living without them”. Efficient..hmm so no poets, no songwriters…no therapists.

I went to see a black psychologist that thought he was so impressive and talked about my perfume.

One day he told a story of a Holocaust survivor who learned to “compartmentalize” and never felt emotional

pain again. He claimed to know how to teach me to do that.  I said no thank you I can drink and do that any day.


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bird shoe

You may think alot of mean ass things

but you don’t say them, because if you

wait a few seconds you have the sane thought

I am often wrong and the best thing is to act

from a gentle and loving place a see the other side.

Once there away from your walls and weapons

you see yourself suffering in a very similar way.

That takes all the fun out of demeaning someone else.

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Our Lives


Bob Marley

smile with the rising sun,

Three little birds,

Stood by my doorstep,

Singing sweet songs,

Of melodies pure and true

Sayin’…”This is my message to


Singn’…Don’t Worry…

about a thing

‘cos every little thing

gonna be all right.

Just another ordinary day and another red sunrise

What I see in this day of my life is unknown and unplanned

my choice is to work with all the emotions and events

to make it my life not anyone elses nor judge it too much

started with fresh peanut butter for breakfast and a long meditation

a girl begins in a bush in psych ward garb curled up with a kitten

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For Reasons of Insanity


The judge asked me to fill in an Answer. I told her I didn’t know what that meant.

I sat next to my lesbian friend whose wife is getting a face lift today. She started to fill in the document.

Then I wrote the Truth. The slumlord with the platinum blonde hair watched me cry, she must have had a facelift.

The Trial was set for April. My lesbian friend finally admitted she was getting a facelift in March. Maybe a problem?

Are you are confused as I am? Let this mark the day I officially give up. I don’t want to play anymore. Don’t talk to me.