I have become such a moody woman. Changing my mind about self destruction,
is not what you do. You just want to lose weight or have more cardio exercise
because you know it is good for your heart. No, I have to stare down the throat
of a monster I have become in this dark period of not caring what happens next.
I have to have a woman come up to me at a book reading and ask if she knows me
then chase me out the door with a card offering spiritual healing sessions. No, I must
need an exorcism to vacate these demons that have sickened me to this state
Another 50’s something woman
dies, I could easily be the next
This morning with strangers
I walk.
Advertisements
