Felt Sex Dirty
Hated His Own Body
His Muse For Over 10 Years:
“I wasn’t at all curious about who she was, but rather took her for granted at once. Bony, empty face that wore it’s emptiness openly. Bare throat. A blouse thrown on. Looked very domestic in her dress although, as it turned out, she by no means was. Almost broken nose. Blonde, somewhat straight, unattractive hair, strong chin”
They corresponded all those years and never were intimate.
This genius, this fantastic mind, felt drawn to her love of him.